Watch Me Lose Weight!
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: First Day Before the Day I start Trying . . . .
Today is October 5 , 2004. I am taking a stand against my sloppy self. I am fifty pounds overweight. I am 6' 2" and 250 pouns. I may even stand to lose more than fifty but that is the goal now. I want to do this healthily and stick it out. This ay be my last hope. I feel pains in my chest, my waist line itches from friction, i feel depressed, yet still hungry. My father just died at 61 from a combination of diabetes and heart disease. I am a father now at 40 and I want to be around for a while to be with them.